For this week exercises I found that I was more knowledgeable on what to do, but still found it difficult to really find a point of concentration. Even though I had the guide in writing I would still find it difficult. For myself I am going to continue to work on the subtle min exercise to then be able to fully grasp loving kindness. Even though this time around I did experience warmth that I didn’t experience the previous times I had tried the exercise, so I can’t completely knock myself because there was some improvement.
After doing the assessment, I found that the area I feel needs the most attention at this time is psychospiritual. At this moment I am going through a lot involving my child and family dynamics have become strained due to the lack of genuine understanding. I am finding myself facing moments of extreme anxiety, conflicting emotions, and a mental chatter that peaks when the stressors come back into play. I have found that some exercise I found for unit #5 project are helpful in the sense that they relax me and let me properly make decision without them being tainted by frustration or anger. I also believe this class came at a moment in my life where I needed it the most. Though I know where and which are my weaknesses I still need time to really put all this exercises into a proper rotation so that I can benefit from them. Here is the website I visited for and found these exercises http://www.the-guided-meditation-site.com/guided-meditation-script.html . Hope you guys can find some that may help.